Open your eyes.

I hate that people never believe me when I tell them that I care. I hate when people don’t believe me when I say I love them. I hate that I always spill my heart out to people for nothing. It does nothing. Why bother anymore? I don’t fucking say that shit just because I say it because I mean it or it wouldn’t fucking come out of my mouth at all. I’m not like that. I’m not like everybody else, not at all. I’m me and no one else. Don’t compare me to those in your past because I will most likely never, ever treat you like they did.

I don’t care if this sounds conceited or whatever, but i’m always the one there for people in the end when everyone bails on them. Always. I don’t just leave.

I care. I fucking care so much. Please get that through your fucking head before you realize it’s too late and I’m gone. Part of me hopes you stalk and read this and another part hopes you never come across this.

Just fuck it. I can’t make you see it.